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This track is a fight with myself. My negativity fighting my hopeful attitude.
lyrics
My will is ill and dead sometimes and there’s no way that I’m reviving it
Insecurities creep in my head and they reside in it
You always do this to me without ever realizing it
I’d do so much for this world if you’d let me be alive in it
You are my worst enemy, my devil in disguise
The reason that I manifest the blueprints of my own demise
And those schematics have a scary tendency to come to life
And I am left with no decision but to follow…blind
This is no demand this is simple cry for help
You don’t hear me though, so I am stuck here on the shelf
I cannot command the demons you put in my hell
But I’ll be damned if I’mma let you win the fight inside myself
So…the fat lady isn’t even tryin to hum it
I ain’t going nowhere man, they’ll never see me comin
Thank you Eddie Lion for the thoughts I’ve always wanted
You helped me ignore the mirror and I’m a stronger man from it.
credits
released October 14, 2014
Mastered by Downey Fresh